the first thing i did today when i wake up is to my phone messages, that are filled with the most honest messages yet! awwww, i really appreciate it people.

& yes im 14 today, and my mother has to go off to work extra early today.

so she didnt want to wake me up, so she called the house, no one answered. so she went on to message me. her message made me tear, i swear it was too weird for me.

That's cause' i never teared before in my life when it come to birthdays.

her message was the meaningful thing that cheered me up today even though i cant celebrate it today.

too bad, too sad.

she sacrificed something for me, for her family and im proud of her.

really mom. i love you, you mean the world to me.

and thanks for granting my wish, for the last 6 years that i've been wishing that it would come true.

and to MY DEAREST FRIENDS, who sent me awesome birthday messages i will have to say: